Since the first imaginings of an idea for this blog began tickling the back of my mind, many thoughts (often at the same time) ran through my head, like "What if no one reads it?!" and "What if people hate/scorn/reject/ridicule me?" and "Put myself out there...into the world...on purpose...baring my soul?! What the f**k am I thinking!?!?"
I spoke to my friends and boyfriend about it. I spoke to my fellow IIN students about it. I even spoke to a couple of strangers about it! And through all this talking talking talking I realised that I was doing what I always do when I something is really important to me: I was procrastinating.
Where this really stems from is I have a intense hatred for starting things...I detest it almost as much as I hate finishing things (yeah, I know, I'm weird..)! I like being in the sweet sweet middle.
So what do...Read more